don’t move …

when Master decides to be naughty, He can be really naughty!! He woke up ready and feeling primal, the way He fucked me long and hard was a dead give away!! His voice is always lower and more growling words than saying them. *wink* He likes to grab my legs and hold me as open…More

primal passions, all tied up … (or just a ramble) lol

i decided not to hang out in my sweats on friday – i decided i needed to jump in and try to at least have some sort of kinky time … it has been so long that i’m not sure either of us remembers all the details of what we had hashed out over the…More

must be the drugs???

i have found myself rather *bleh* as of late. i can’t place my finger on the why and i can’t seem to discern how to fix it either. the med i’m on to help with the endometriosis and cysts says it has a side effect of depression. i can’t say i’m depressed, i don’t think…More

not much

i haven’t got a whole lot to write about at the moment, not much is going on of note. Master did have some fun with the loopy rug beater … He left a few bruises on my butt however i hardly felt it … *humm* bizarre, right? i think i’ve been in so much pain…More

earning the site title!

Master has me locked up again, not 24/7, just a few hours at a time – so far! the weekend is almost upon us so i guess i’ll find out if He has other plans soon enough … 😮 He’s tired of being out of sorts when it comes to our dynamic i think –…More

being useful!

this morning Master decided to make use of His slave! i like being useful, i like when He uses me without any thought or concern for what i want … (of course this is all discussed before entering such a relationship so the illusion is there but the reality still stands. i have a voice,…More

on vacation!

i get a week off because school is out and i hope to take full advantage. kinky wise … lol Master is still working and so won’t likely have the time to come up with all the kinky fun ideas that i do – so, you know what that means, right?? yup – i’ll be…More

baby steps

i can’t stand this back and forth of moving forward and then stalling but it’s part of the process and so i must try my best to be patient. with Master and with myself! the kneeling/mediation has been a nice comfort to get back to – when my body allows it. master told me to…More

back

seems we are back on that horse once more! *smiles* Master has decided to implement the daily anal plug (not sure if He’ll go 24/7 again), i got the text message when i got up. i never used to be okay with kink and work colliding but i think since my work circumstance has changed,…More

be careful what you wish for!

things for me have been rough lately but fortunately Master has finally decided to play with me again. well the endometriosis also plays a huge part in stopping any sort of play and although it is getting better with my meds, it’s not over yet! anyway …. i woke up saturday morning dreaming about spankings…More