be careful what you wish for!

things for me have been rough lately but fortunately Master has finally decided to play with me again. well the endometriosis also plays a huge part in stopping any sort of play and although it is getting better with my meds, it’s not over yet! anyway ….

i woke up saturday morning dreaming about spankings … i know, you’re shocked! *smirk*

i did end up with a spanking but NOT the kind i have been dreaming of! *Eek* having finally stopped bleeding Master decided to use His slave, like a Master does, of course! sex was definitely on His mind and rather rough sex is what He was in the mood for. no complaint here! *giggle*

while enjoying His slave however, Master decided that the best spanking right then and there was to be ‘there’! Yikes!!

Master spanked my pussy and took turns spanking, and sexing, and spanking …. on and on. He was rough enough that eventually i had to ask for permission to cum! :O hard to pretend you don’t like it when your body betrays you like this! *Eek* it’s definitely a love/hate relationship, one which Master loves to exploit!!!

it has been some time since we’ve been able to play and so Master decided His slave should have multiple orgasms, from pussy spanking, to sex, to fingers rubbing in and around me. i have no idea how many times i had to ask for permission to orgasm but i know it was a lot!

when Master enters me from behind i find it triggers more and more orgasms very quickly, many times squirting!! i used to absolutely hate that but Master quite enjoys making me cum like that, so what Master wants, Master does!

He likes fucking me like that, then pulling out and watching the show! :O He never said to cum as much as i needed to so, each time He did this i had to ask to cum … getting deeper and deeper into slavespace though makes it harder for me to realize i need to cum, again! sometimes i barely get that words out in time. i think He knows this because He is often very quick to respond! thank goodness!!!

however, i believe that just before Master was done using His slave, He pulled out once more and i think i did orgasm, without permission that time! Yikes!!! not sure if He took pity on me or if He didn’t notice???

i guess He’ll know now if that was indeed the case ….

***** ***** *****

not sure what to do for my mindful monday – it has been a while since i’ve done any kneeling because of my physical issues and because we have been fostering a few dogs in hopes of finding a new pup to join our crew! we have one now – a kangal shepherd … she has settled in nicely and so i should have more time for M/s contemplations.

i shall have to think of something!

i did manage to get down on my knees for Master to ‘mark’ me with His seed after our adventure. perhaps with the help of the kneeling bench i will be able to get some M/s meditations in today?!?! i had to straighten my legs very quickly after He moved away from me but i wasn’t on the bench. perhaps that will make all the difference. i do miss my time on the floor.

happy monday, friends!

❤ n