must be the drugs???

i have found myself rather *bleh* as of late. i can’t place my finger on the why and i can’t seem to discern how to fix it either.

the med i’m on to help with the endometriosis and cysts says it has a side effect of depression. i can’t say i’m depressed, i don’t think – but i am certainly not my bouncy, hopping self, either …

so, is it possible? is it the drugs?

W is back to another infusion appointment tomorrow. when he first had to restart treatments i waited at home, in my free time, for Master like this:

this time around i have absolutely no kinky desire …. i’ll probably wait more like this:

oh well.

❤ n