seems i’ve gotten myself into a bit of a spiral – my head is spinning and i know i’ve been pushing buttons!
i’ve probably gotten away with a bit more than what i should, been walking that fine line i guess you could say
Bear has been sick, we’ve had a lot to do … the damn back yard is flooded! been pumping out water all weekend and it just keeps coming. gave up on thinking things will normalize and we’ve ordered a 2″ gas powered water pump! unfortunately it won’t be here till wed. or thurs.
dishwasher broke – had to take it out this weekend as well, new one should be here wed.
i’ve been dreaming weird things – this morning i dreamt about smoking!?!? WTF?? i haven’t smoked in over 10 years but for some reason i dreamt it
He told me this morning i need a spanking!
i couldn’t agree more! problem is i don’t know how He’s going to manage that with no privacy … i think the ball gag would be a good start, not just for noise but because it puts me in the mindset that i truly have no say in the matter
this looks about right in my opinion, not that it matters what i think here. i guess we’ll see!
happy monday, friends!
❤ n
Exploring M/s and Sexuality 
I remember reading about a couple with a similar issue of noise with kids in the house. One of their solutions was, in those cases, use a nice whippy dowel or plastic dowel as a cane/switch. She did use a ball-gag and the only noise was the soft whisper of the dowel as it made lovely lines on her and a deep impression in her soul. Just a suggestion…not that I am in any way wishing bad things for you. 😉
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not a bad suggestion, we use that and the loop all the time, as evidenced by my bruised butt! *chuckle*
what it lacks is the close, physical connection of an over the knee spanking with hands on skin. *sigh* it’s not nearly as intense but in some aspects – emotional – it can be much MORE intense, for me at least.
Master has been sneaking that in here and there when we can get away with it – i think it has triggered a longing i had pushed down deep due to our circumstance with lack of privacy. it’s just a few swats here and there but, Ohhh … it makes me needy. or so it would seem.
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