the spot

not sure what to write today but i know i need to write something – it keeps me grounded and helps focus my energy to my slave self

i can tell i’m already falling into it, that slavespace in my head that takes over – the space that makes all more pleasant! – the space where i find balance and peace

i think i’m also in a bit of frenzy because i made a rookie mistake! :O yesterday’s kneeling was to have pins on my nips but also on the tender parts! *YIKES* yes, the bits He likes to tease and torture! i guess that was enough to have me all flustered when i attached those nasty little buggers ….

i forgot that He had also ordered that ball gag this time, He likes the idea of having me there, sitting in a puddle of my own making ….. in more ways than one! Eeek! the entire time i sat and waiting for the alarm to go off – it wasn’t until after that i remembered.

SHIT!! i forgot the gag – i can’t not comply, i don’t think i could live with myself, never mind a punishment, i just couldn’t do it. so i grabbed the gag, felt ridiculous and sheepish, and i started the timer – again – UGH

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if you’ve ever used these nasty things you already know that the taking them off is worse than the putting on or wearing. the longer they are on, the more they hurt! so lesson learned!! *shakes head*

so to the spot, it’s a spot on my right butt cheek, a spot where i still feel His touch every time i lean against something or take a moment to sit. there are more spots still of course but this ONE spot stands out from the rest. He’s right handed *smiles* that’s what comes to mind.

i don’t know if it’s by accident (okay, let’s be real, it’s not! LoL) but i seem to lean up on things and always find – that – one – spot

it should be a good weekend! – apologies for the jumbled mess of thoughts! *wink* now i need to get to work, Master’s house won’t clean itself!!

TGIF ❤ n