preparing

i’ve always liked this picture, it gives me a calm feeling of knowing who and what i am. Who i belong to and what my purpose is.

no second guessing, no worrying if it’s right or wrong – if it’s what He wants, if He will be pleased.

i already know because of the direction and communication we have between the two of us. it’s simple, it’s comforting, it’s warm.

probably not what you would expect from the M/s picture that gets put out for public consumption! lol Master is more than just a sadist – He cares for me and He takes care of me.

He goes to great pains to make sure i have what i need, and sometimes what i want, too! *smiles* okay, He spoils me …. ❤

had a very short but very much needed session last night, before bed. curled up into His side on the couch afterwards for a bit and then went to the bedroom to wait. i did something He hadn’t asked for, waiting for Him on the floor in a very vulnerable position so that He could change out my anal plug for the night. (sure you can use your imagination here lol)

i think He was pleased, i’m sure He said something,

‘Oh, good girl.’

i think so … ?!? i can always tell when He’s very pleased, He slows the words down, His tone is darker?!? sometimes but normally just lower. i can almost hear His heart beat slow down. which of course has that same affect on mine.

i’m better, brighter … happy day, friends! be well, take care of yourselves

❤ n